Poem Every Day in July 8: Anxiety


A strand of hornets has formed a nest
around my aorta. I am contorted
as they wriggle and writhe,
a malicious mimicry
of the honeybee’s synchrony.

They must perceive me
as an acceptable host;
the most I can do is hope, mouth
agape, that they will vacate
my cardiovascular space,

granting me privacy,
allowing me to move
by willpower alone, on my own
without feeling their medical-needle abdomens
so tediously close to my blood flow.

Poem Every Day in July 7: By Design


I used to think of myself
as quite the little fashion designer.
I spent hours poring over sketches:

young women with block-color hair
wearing dresses full of angles,
collars chopped crisp and low

to emulate the girls I’d seen,
the youthful actresses, the older cousins
who I someday hoped to become.

Every face shone bright
unless it was mine, when I drew myself
in baby blue and titled it “Shy Sky”––

that one features a reserved smirk,
and even the exaggerated emerald
I chose for my eyes falls flat,

impassable. It’s hard to imagine
I once thought of myself this way,
misunderstood and tightly self-reined

when really I have always possessed
the multitudinous vibrancy
of a fully-stocked box of pencils.

I have always sashayed and wept,
rainbows, ostentatious and unafraid
to illustrate myself brightly––

and although nervous to document
my full-blast vulnerability,
I’ve remained courageous in the flesh.

Author’s Note: Okay, so maybe I’m misleading you with the title of this post. The entirety of this poem was created on July 8, 2017, because I was a busy bee on July 7. But don’t worry––yours truly will still be providing a full 31 poems this month for you to enjoy.

Poem Every Day in July 6: Field


If you stand in the middle of a remote interstate,
your nose in line the with the dashed yellow,
and extend your arms outwards
to indicate towards both sides of yourself,
you are likely to insist that to your right
is one field, and to your left,

another. Despite the fact
that the allegedly separate pieces of land
are impeccably identical (you are in an ocean
of cornstalks, beige and bent
like the reeds of countless discarded
clarinets) you don’t recognize them

as a barely interrupted, vast continuum
with a pre-human history wild and unpaved.
The skinny strip of gray
stretching like an arm languid on a table
from here to the hazy blue mountains,
is, to you, a border between two distinct spaces.

Poem Every Day in July 5: A Poem about Summer Afternoons


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Summer leaves me too sleepy
to complete a poem.
The oxygen is unenriched,
swirling without syllables.
All I want is to feel the sweep
of the fan as I nap.

It dawns on me that bedsheets
will offer little consolation.
The A/C’s gentle electric rattle
sings a lullaby via the vents.
In the afternoon,
inertia quietly maintains
the wordlessness on my page.

My mechanical pencil,
below the mattress, rolling,
is surely dreaming, too.
The curtains cave and expand,
as if they were blowing
on a dandelion.

Poem Every Day in July 4: Fast Food


The man at the front
of the restaurant
thinks he knows
George Washington.
Like a general,
he places his order,
hands on his hips,
spine curved backwards
so his chin rests
on his chin.
His thick brown Army
Surplus boots,
for all their sooty and
inebriated pride,
trail mud across the
just-mopped floor.

To a skeletal little table
at the margins
of the diners, the man
takes his tray,
turning then to face
his subordinates at mess.
He funnels food
down his gullet
from the comfort of this
throne. He does not hate
to be alone.

As he leaves,
there is no shame among
his crumbs:
only breaded bulk
and smeared potato,
and scattered salty
bullets sitting lustless
beside the ketchup drippings
that glisten
in the indirect sun.
He crunches
towards the door,
elbows in the air
as he smudges mustard
left on his lip.
No one minds
him passing.

Poem Every Day in July 3: Elegy for a Turtle Microwaved


She compressed you
into the second dimension,
leaving the prodding curiosity
of your little green neck
subdued and sunken
at the base of the mug.

Your once-round shell, now
flat, hugged ceramic;
withered, crinkled pride,
green grown dark with heat.
She squeezed life from you
as if you were a toothpaste tube.

The contents of which she emptied you
were strewn across the cup.
It must have hurt
horrendously.
It must have burned
and burst.

You can click here to access photos of the aforementioned turtle. However, I would seriously advise discretion in viewing this content. The images are highly disturbing.

Poem Every Day in July 2: The Sidewalks of Our Suburb


The sidewalks of our suburb
have been unearthed. At night, we fall
into the ruts, the soles of our shoes
touching the village’s guts––
black dirt and pale gravel
that grumbles and ails, even dry-heaves
beneath us as we go.

Beside our trek, buzzing green lanterns
hover single-file in front yards.
They cast just enough of their thin moonlight
for us travellers among the peeled-back veins
of the upturned cement.
We walk through the yawning rifts
yearning to be healed with grey,
the newly-constructed rank highways
for wingless moths,
for curling worms, for earwigs.

The lanterns castigate the street
for being so weak. Its wretchedness
is now exposed, sobbing naked
and raw, beaten down where people walk.
Daises, afraid, wither away into shadow;
rotting leaves claw at our toes
with their blind hope. The mewling sidewalk
lacks shame even beneath
our baleful gaze. We pray for pavement.